Sometimes we just need to trust that whatever is happening in front of us is what we needed as of the moment. If we will not think this way, we will be clouded by all the mixed emotions that never seem to subside everytime we are drowning in pain and confusion. I am very confused as of the moment. I am praying that I will be sent a sign. I need to be enlightened. People tell me I should sleep more but what if I can't sleep? Do I need to speak to a doctor about this already?
How long am I going to watch you sleep while my world slowly falls apart? I really don't see any reason for you to cry because if there is anyone to blame why your life is like this, it will be no one but you. I don't get why you can't seem to be getting any guilt feeling about this. Can't you see that I am dying? Can't you see that I am getting sick from loneliness? I am in a place I never wanted.This is only a place you wanted me to have for yourself? I shouldn't be here and yet I have no choice because I am assigned to take care of you.
David Walsh is Managing Director at Harbinger Partners